a clearer look...
My stated goal was to build a social circle. If these people are for me, yet I still turn away, then that's on me. What other way to look at it? I always do this: let people, even those I like or who like me, float away. I have to fight, all my past bullshit. Against life, I have the allowed the hits to knock me out too many times. It is time to strike a few blows back. I only hope that the relationship is not strained.