clear vision - clear results

Clocking in another outing...had a good time last night, saw a lot of weird shit too. I have a friend who has not been out in awhile, and combined with his job + wife & kid, I could see it was wearing him down slightly. We went out to the East Village to have a couple of drinks, just shooting the air, catching up, etc. After the buzz set in, I strode up to a pair of women. I was gonna let em dance on me. I look at the first woman, she points behind me to the other girl. I look at her, and she says to me "that's my mom". I say back: "let's make this a family thing". They laugh. It really was her mother. Then we roll out. We go to McDonalds, and that place was depressing. A couple sits down next to us, from Long Island. The guy let slip that he was drunk (clearly), and that he had taken a couple of Xanax w/Captain Morgan. oh. He then gave us his version of the straight line test, and as soon as he took one step, I yelled out "fail". Funny. Anyw...

I like my life. Its been how long since I was able to say that, but I do. I'm happy. Money is coming in and my vision is becoming clearer by the day. I have the job I want. I'm a Dell field technician, and I get to go to different places, meet different folks, see new things. That's what life is about. My women, I have joy for them. They are unique, individual to themselves, all lead by me. Life is good. Other thoughts: meaning of shapeshifting Nietzsche, strong free happy action Occult masters, Simon the Magus

What's a friend? Someone who likes you, being around you, for you. Yesterday Sweets made a comment that stung me a bit, saying something to the effect "if you have any friends, you can introduce me to them" That's originally why I got into the game! I still have not accomplished this, for whatever bullshit reasons. I have so much else on my plate at current, especially the vision. Can I fit this too? I have to try. In a few months, this can happen too. The Infinite is there for me. Opportunity is everywhere. I now see the benefits of true spirituality, of believing in a higher power, and Voltaires quote "if God not exist, it would be necessary to invent him"..who wants to believe that the day to day torpor is all that's in store for us? Our father, the real father, has made available more for us, but we must not reject what's given. In the past few months, I put out the intention, and received my response, a few times actually. So, the potential...