clear vision - clear results

*this occurred from 2/16-2/20, a total of 7 dates. the next 3 are in a later blog post. I'm in the process of getting my game flowing again, through online means this time. These are the dates I've had so far. Saturday: 2 dates 1st date: This was my first date from the site that I use. I chose Ethiopian restaurant, to try something different. Food wasn't half bad. So, the girl arrives, and she is literally beautiful, under the restaurant lights. I got more comfortable as date went on though. She is from Portland, OR, going to attend FIT and a graduate from School of Performing Arts (an actress basically). This girl, she had her defenses up though so I'm not quite sure how to come at her. I do know she doesn't have much sexual experience, just by how she talked about past men in her life. She goes on 2-3 dates a week, so I'm not sure if this is a novelty thing, but I would like to make love to her. If anyone knows how to crack these actress types, please le...

about a week ago, I began catching wind from my manager that my time was going to be reduced in my current position. immediately, I started to move, mentally move that is. I put out an intention for a smooth transition into my next role, and kept it up for a couple of days. I didn't know where I would end up but I knew it would happen. suddenly, I get correspondence from a large company looking for a PC Field Tech to handle Dell merchandise in Manhattan & Brooklyn. I call them, do the phone interview (proving my tech skills), and I'm in. completed all the required certs across Dell's many many product lines, and I'll be starting sometime next week. that's not all. my current firm wants to keep me on anyway, past regular business hours, as they have no one who can do the work I do. in conclusion, instead of losing out on money, I ended up gaining both ways. not bad for some spot meditation work. the next thing is to push it even further...

so, a whole month has passed and I feel I'm starting to gain clarity in my life. I've been doing the eye-patch exercise and it [the left eye, my weak eye] feels much more mobile, even though the vision isn't back yet. but I'm working on it. probably the main cause of the distortion is my over-tense neck muscles, which also has relaxed considerably. I won't know for sure until its gone. my brother went into the Army, Jan. 29th. not sure how I feel about that overall, I just don't want anything to happen to him, but I think the lessons and training he will get from them will help greatly toward him deciding his overall path in life. it is hard to think that he will come back as a professionally trained killer in about 4 months time (mid-June). other than that, I'm just doing my thing. starting to get back into the game, I have about 4 girls #s from online,  going to work my leads there, and I'm starting to ramp up my ASP.NET training. web development ...