clear vision - clear results

I have some sort of gift. The power to regenerate.  My vision is returning,  in flashes. It's spotty at best, but it is happening.  The major block appears to be the massive wall of tensed nerves and muscles directly where the upper left neck muscles attach to the skull. This has had a cascade effect down the neck going into my shoulders. It's less than it was from a month ago,  but its still sizable. While practicing, an interesting side effect is that my nasal passages at times get clear,  allowing me to breathe easier.  That's not to mention the neck tension.  Its been roughly a months worth of consistent practice thus far,  and I'd say I'm making excellent progress.

So in pondering over some queries I had stewing around for awhile, after witnessing some fiascos in politics, namely the stealing of the Supreme Court seat, as well as taking into account womens behavior in general, I finally realized that's it's not about being a good person, but about getting what you want. After thats accomplished,  then there might be space left to be a good guy. All else is secondary. The answer came to me in a dream, in a conversation with my mother oddly enough. The other thing was, I'm going to have to build a custom mentality for myself, one unique to me, to what I want, previous habit or childhood be damned. According to what I know, making broad sweeping changes to elements of my psyche and attitude is extremely difficult in a limited time-frame. Much more reliable would be the grind approach--focus on one element at a time, in an ordered manner until you have and are what it is you desire. Most important is the being.