I was sent another vivid reminder of this on Wednesday, as I awoke to see the biggest insect I have ever seen crawl into my bed to greet me good morning. It starting scrabbling around my leg, rousing me from sleep. I had to use a washcloth to kill the thing it was so large. This was a very clear signal from the universe to forget about previous women, and leave them behind mentally. They were dirty, scheming and unbecoming of me overall. so here I am. It never ceases to amaze me how fast negative intentions materialize in this world. Building something positive takes time, but to dissipate it? Happens in an instant. I'll keep my focus on girls to be, rather than girls-that-were.