clear vision - clear results

My brother. There was another apparition today, this time at work.  A huge insect, ostensibly a jumbo dozed roach felt the need to crawl onto me toward the end of my shift at work. At home,  I'm seeing spiders frequently, another crawled on me and am having many dreams of my life as a teenager in Syracuse. This happened because I interacted with my brother, who is stuck, alive inside of my mother's toxic dream upstate. My mother,  whom I have excised from my life. But my brother is with her frequently. Since we are blood and therefore resonate,  that minor interaction was all it took to regress me, temporarily.  I can only imagine the trials he is under. Today I made the offer to get him out of there. I'd put up a couple grand and see him freed. Yet, somehow I do not think he will take the offer.  I hate like hell the truth that interacting with him sets me back. I love the kid and want to see him be all he can be.  It is a slow torture to see thi...

I believe last night I finally hit the turning point when it comes to weight issues, and a few other things. my five point plan when it comes to food, is starting to psychically integrate. I've been repeating it every night since around the vernal equinox, with plans to stop on the summer solstice (a full season) but it wasn't only until a few weeks ago that I started repeating each point on the plan 5-10x, which has made a huge difference. this slight adjustment in my psychological self-conditioning has begun to pay huge dividends in terms of my calmness and even discipline in simply following these principles, principles which I've set out for myself and principles that I know will work. when in doubt I can just mentally turn to these principles and get things straightened out. as an example, I haven't eaten before 2:30pm in over 5 weeks now, which is outstanding for me. I finally feel like I'll be fine, which is strange considering how long I've been ...