To A Higher Level

 


I'm almost there...I go to NYC in a few weeks to do 3-4 sessions weekly, for at least three weeks, maybe more if I can.

Now that the coronavirus pandemic has lessened to a large degree in New York City, I'll be able to go there and do what I've been wanting to do, which is get more sessions. I have enough money saved up now, and my job situation is fine. I haven't been in the office since mid March. I have no need to be in Phoenix for the time being. Everything is remote now.

Speaking on the coronavirus pandemic, I feel I should say a few words on how disruptive it has been to my daily life, and the lives of the world in general. First, on its origins. It came from China. Officials there it originated in the "wet markets", where merchants and food vendors sell and eat strange delicacies, such as bats and other creatures, but in my opinion, thats a farce, especially considering how trust-worthy CCP officials are known to be. I personally believe it came from a lab, and qualifies as a designer virus. There are simply too many characteristics this virus has that aren't seen in nature, chief among them its genetic code having a large commonality with the HIV virus.

Its disrupted daily life in a number of ways here. Restricted movement for one, I couldn't travel anywhere like I wanted to this summer, not only nationally, but internationally. The 2020 Tokyo Olympics were canceled. I had wanted to attend and see the sights. There've been mass quarantines, millions of jobs lost, mass bumbles and fumbles by governors and the President, a wide institution of whats known as 'social distancing', mass institution of 'mask-wearing' in public places, closures of restaurants, bars, gyms, an infinite number of public places really, along with many other measures.

About 175,000 have died as a result of the disease here in the U.S, millions world-wide, though statistics internationally aren't the best. Many countries simply don't have the institutions to accurately measure the health impact. Economically however, there's no question its been devastating.

I for one hope its over soon and things get back to normal. Can't wait until my trip in a few weeks though. I've been having dreams about it, about my soul's renascence. This may be the right time for me, the time where I become who I was meant to be, before upbringing intervened. I must let nothing prevent this.

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