God--the Comic

or as Voltaire so eloquently stated: "God, is a comedian playing to an audience too afraid to laugh"


I'm getting jabbed at by the infinite. A practical joke! The fruition of my intention in SharePoint is at hand, and lo! On the very same day, I receive two mails for SharePoint admin positions in two other places. The locales?


Scottsdale, AZ (suburb of PHX), and Buffalo, NY, my former residence for 7 years.


I wonder if this is some sort of capitulation from the infinite. Could be.


either way, God definitely has a sense of humor. It is, more oft than not, dark and twisted, yet, perhaps underneath, there lies sort of logical beauty to it as well.

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